Saturday, May 2, 2009

The Pilgrimage Continues

For those who have managed to stick with my intermittent posts you know that I was raised as a Pentecostal, became a pastor, was briefly a priest in the Charismatic Episcopal Church, and then joined the Catholic Church 2 years ago. What has driven this pilgrimage to this point is the firm conviction that the Church that our Lord Jesus Christ founded is invincible and, therefore, still fully intact 2,000 years later. It is intact in its fullness, and therefore cannot be divided into thousands of denominations.

I firmly believe this Church to be the Catholic Church. However, there is a problem. I am discovering, to my chagrin, that there are a number of Catholics who do not agree with me. Rather, in the bland, vague language of Vatican II, they believe this Church that our Lord founded to "subsist in" the Catholic Church. What that phrase means has been a source of fierce debate since it was coined. In my mind it shows why so much of what happened with Vatican II and since has been more a source of confusion, rather than clarification.

To me, that phrase is an attempt to placate all parties. For traditionalists and conservatives it can mean what the Church has always proclaimed: outside of the (Catholic) Church there is no salvation. For moderates, progressives, and liberals, it can mean that truth is found in some manner in every denomination of Christianity, or even outside of Christianity altogether.

There is a popular notion among modern Catholics that Vatican II changed everything. That's not exactly true. One need only read the documents themselves to see that. The vision of Vatican II was that the Mass would continue to be done primarily in Latin with some opportunity for the vernacular language. Music would still be primarily (and ideally) Gregorian Chant with the possibility of sacred hymns accompanied by organ. This is a far cry from what one will find as the norm for Mass in most Catholic Churches in America today.

But it's not just arguing over the Mass. In fact, today, most Catholics don't even attend Mass on anything close to a regular basis. But beyond the Mass, there also used to be a sense of living a holy life that meant that we were not ashamed to stand out amidst our neighbors. If others looked at us strangely because we didn't eat meat on Friday, we dressed modestly, and we did not indulge in worldly entertainment, that was fine. We were, after all, Catholic- and that meant something.

The Lord's Day is another example of how things have changed. It used to be that even people who never went to church understood that stores would be closed on Sunday. Now, even good Catholics think nothing of doing their shopping, or any other activity, on the Lord's Day.

I didn't give up everything I hold dear, move my family from place to place, and risk the alienation of other family and friends to find, more or less, what I already had- a religion largely of my own making. This is unfortunately the case too often for most Catholics today. Rather, the Catholic Faith is intended to be a seamless garment, like the robe of our Lord. To be Catholic is to receive all that the Church teaches- and has ever taught. It is to live like a Catholic, and not just be known by the name. It is to be different. It is to be holy. It is to be like Jesus. it is to live out the Faith as it has been lived out since its inception.

So my pilgrimage continues- not in the sense that I believe there is some other church or denomination to move to. I don't. As I said, I firmly believe this Church to be the Church that Christ founded. But I do see that I must continue to be on the move in my heart. What is popularly purported to be the Catholic Faith is not always. I want the real thing. And I will stop at nothing less than that.

Sunday, April 12, 2009

Alleluia! Christ is Risen!

For most of Lent I have not taken the time to blog. That has more to do with my schedule than anything intentional. Yet it was a good Lent. There were many things that the Lord was showing me. Probably the most crucial was the necessity to live life by embracing the cross.

What I mean by that is this. We typically try to avoid suffering or any unpleasant circumstances. Instead, to embrace the cross means to welcome such trials as an opportunity to be purged of our fleshly tendencies and to be drawn closer to Christ. We learn to embrace even minor irritations (sufferings). We turn them into opportunities of prayer. We learn patience. All of this is what is entailed in embracing the cross.

I have met with a small degree of success in this endeavor. I have had more occasions for failure. But through it all I have had the blessing of experiencing more of the grace of God.

But today is Easter. Today we celebrate the risen Christ. The thing the Lord brings to my mind today is that in the same way that I sought to be conformed to Christ's death during Lent, I must now seek to be so conformed to His resurrection during this holy season of Easter. How can I do that?

First of all, the resurrection life of Christ lives within us. This is a source of great joy. To embrace the resurrection is to live in this joy regardless of any other circumstances I may find myself in. To live in joyful love is to live the life of Christ. It is to bring the light of Christ into the darkness of our world. To do so consistently will result in the light of Christ dispelling the darkness.

Secondly, to embrace the resurrection is to remember that this world is not our final destination. We are destined for heaven. We are called to eternal glory. St. Paul wrote that as we have borne the image of the earthly, so we must bear the image of the heavenly. Christ, the eternal God, truly became man and died. Just as surely, we will be raised, as He was, and become one with Him in heaven.

Embracing the resurrection keeps my focus on heaven. It reminds me to look beyond the petty circumstances of this temporary life. "If, then, you have been raised with Christ, set your mind on things above where Christ is, seated at the right hand of God." (Col. 3:1)

It is my prayer that as the Lord has graciously granted me a taste of what it is to embrace the cross, so He will also grant me such grace to consistently embrace the resurrection. May He do the same for you, my readers.

Alleluia! Christ is risen! The Lord is risen indeed! Alleluia!

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

St. Patrick

Today is St. Patrick's Day. For many people of Irish heritage this is a day of celebration of all things Irish. It typically involves parades, parties, and green beer (ugh!). Along with all the fun float around images of leprechauns, shamrocks and images of St. Patrick driving the snakes out of Ireland. But who is the real St. Patrick and what did he do?

Patrick was actually a native to Britain. He was captured by Irish slave traders when he was 16 years old. The son of a deacon, he was raised in the Church, but was far from a true, personal faith. He spent 6 years as a slave in Ireland, living out in the fields as a shepherd. During this time he devoted himself to prayer. Finally, one night, God gave him a vision of a ship which would take him away from Ireland. He stole away one night, finding the ship and gaining safe passage to his home.

After some time, Patrick had another dream. This time he saw a man from Ireland calling him to come back to Ireland to preach the gospel to them. With this in mind, Patrick was convinced God was calling him to be a missionary. He sought ordination and was eventually made a bishop. He returned to Ireland. For 30 years he preached the gospel. Virtually all of Ireland was converted during this time. It is for this reason that St. Patrick has come to be known as the patron saint of Ireland.

I am not Irish. Many of the modern traditions are lost on me. But I do greatly admire St. Patrick. He could have grown angry and bitter about his circumstances when he was kidnapped. But instead, he turned to prayer. He forgave those who wronged him, and even allowed such love to grow in his heart as to return to them so that they might be saved. He risked his life continually for these foreigners. But it was his passion.

I want to be like Patrick. I want to live a life of prayer. I want to walk close with God. I want to learn to be a forgiving and loving person. I want to spend my life in preaching the gospel to whoever will listen.

To do these things is not hard- not for God anyway. If I will submit to Him, I too can do these things. We all can.

This year, instead of dwelling on the parties and parades, let us devote some time to prayer so that perhaps we can be like Patrick and preach the gospel, even to those who hate and mistreat us.

Thursday, February 12, 2009

Our Mother

The Jerusalem above is free, and she is our mother, Galatians 4:26

The passage above occurs in the context of Paul making the case of the Church being superior to Judaism, most specifically in the way of faith's superiority to the Law of Moses. The Jerusalem above is contrasted with "the present Jerusalem" (v. 25). But what do we learn from Paul's use of the term, "mother" in this context?

The early Church appropriated many of the terms used in the writings of the Old Testament. Jerusalem stands in for the Church, as we read in another context,
I saw the holy city, new Jerusalem, coming down out of heaven from God, prepared as a bride adorned for her husband, (Rev. 21:2). By referring to the Church as our mother, Paul is directing our attention to the place of the Church in our lives.

The Church nourishes us and guides us in the teaching of the Word and the giving of the Sacraments. She is truly our Mother in that she cares for us. The Church is fleshed out for us in the bishops. They are the ones entrusted with the teaching office of the Church. All of the bishops together in union with the Pope constitute for us what is known as the Magisterium. They are the ones we look to for definitive statements regarding faith and morals. For any question, we go to our Mother.

Paul states elsewhere that the Church is
the pillar and bulwark of the truth, (1 Tim. 3:15). This means that the Church is infallible. She is looked to for truth. So she must be visible. People need to know where they can go to find the truth. They find it in the Church. For the Church teaches only what was given to her by Christ, who is Himself, the way, and the truth, and the life, (Jn. 14:6).

Unfortunately, too many people believe otherwise. Instead of listening to the sure guide of the Scriptures, they choose to listen to their favorite Bible teachers interpret the Scriptures. They forsake the Church and then invent something new to take its place. They refer to their own churches, but what authority do they have? What credibility do they have? They all teach different from what was believed from the beginning.

Only the Catholic Church teaches in fullness what was given from the beginning. That is why we can confidently look to her as our Mother. She can be trusted. She can be followed. She will guide us safely home to eternal life.

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

Clothed With Christ

For in Christ Jesus you are all sons of God, through faith. For as many of you as were baptized into Christ have put on Christ, Galatians 3:26,27

Could it be any clearer that baptism is necessary to regeneration? Paul links faith and baptism here. It is similar to what our Lord said in the Gospel, "
He who believes and is baptized will be saved," (Mk. 16:16). Faith is not merely an intellectual assent to truth. Nor is it a decision made once in the mind, but never, or rarely, acted upon in the life. Faith requires action. Faith apart from works is dead, (Jas. 2:26). That initial action is baptism.

Paul tells us here that when we are baptized, we put on Christ. The picture is of one who removes his former filthy, worn out garment, and dresses himself in a brand new clean one. This is what has happened to us in baptism. The filth and stain of sin was removed. Then we were given the spotless garment of Christ Himself to cover us.

Baptism is not merely a symbol of this action, it is the action. God chooses to work His grace through this sacrament. It is hard for some people to believe this. They think it smacks of magic, or superstition. But that is not true. God can do anything. He has chosen to use blessed water to be the means by which one is born again into His Family, the Church.

So, one may ask, how does this apply to infants who have not yet believed. The children of believing parents are members of the covenant made with God in Christ along with us. Thus we read of entire households that received baptism (Acts 16:15, 33; 18:8). On the day of Pentecost, St. Peter made it clear that baptism and all its benefits, including the gift of the Holy Spirit, was to be given, not only to us, but to our children (Acts 2:38, 39). This works much the same way as it did in the Old Covenant when the children of the Israelites received circumcision, the sign of the covenant made with Abraham in faith, at 8 days old. The children were henceforth considered to be part of the covenant people along with their parents.

Faith and baptism are intended to be linked together in such a way as not to be separated. But they have been separated. What is the result? There are many who have not received the grace of baptism that think of themselves as believers. There are also those who minimalize the importance of baptism and either refuse it, or think nothing of it when they do receive it. Baptism appears as an empty ritual to them, void of meaning.

As we see again the words of St. Paul above, we should be convinced that baptism is much more than empty ritual. It is the means by which we are clothed with Christ. It is that moment when we are initiated into the Faith of Christ.

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

Confronting Peter

But when Cephas came to Antioch I opposed him to his face, Galatians 2:11

Yesterday I wrote about visiting Peter, that is, his successor, the Pope. I wrote of the need for our submission to his authority; that authority which was given to him by our Lord. Yet, today we find Paul opposing Peter. How do these two go together?

The Church believes in papal infallibility. But only under some very restricted circumstances. When the Pope makes a definitive statement regarding faith or morality, we believe the Holy Spirit guards his decisions from error (see Jn. 16:13). But this does not make the Pope himself infallible. He is still a man subject to the same failings as any man. Our text illustrates this frailty in the very first Pope, St. Peter himself.

Over the years there have been good Popes and bad ones. Fortunately, the good ones far outweigh the bad ones. But from time to time it has become necessary to oppose Peter. Like the situation in our text, the Pope's actions can sometimes bring grave scandal. In those times, he must be opposed. This does not strike against our belief in papal infallibility, but rather preserves it. That is to say, that we demand the Pope act like the Pope.

Having said that, I do not believe we are anywhere close to that with the present Pope. His actions back up his words. He demonstrates humility, but it is clear that he is well qualified to teach and to lead the Church. We are blessed to have him at this time in history, and I urge all to pray for him daily.

Paul opposed Peter because it was absolutely necessary. It was not intended to set a precedent or a rule of practice. In fact, it is notable because it was such a rare exception to the rule. As long as Peter is teaching and leading in the same Faith entrusted to him by our Lord, we have an obligation, as I wrote yesterday, to submit to him.

Again, today, I find myself in need of the reminder that I must visit Peter, and visit often. I pray the day does not come when he must be opposed. And for those who have separated themselves because they feel this is still necessary, I urge you to re-examine the situation. The unity of the Church is safeguarded by our submission to Peter. Let the divisions cease, and let us go together in humble submission to visit Peter.

Monday, February 9, 2009

Visiting Peter

Then after three years I went up to Jerusalem to visit Cephas, Gal. 1:18

Paul states here that the purpose for his visit on this occasion was to visit Peter. It was not just to go to the Mother Church of Jerusalem. It was not to see the apostles all together. It was specifically to see Peter.

This is one of many references that show that the infant Church recognized Peter uniquely as the leader. This principle has come to underlie the Catholic teaching of the papacy. We believe that Peter was essentially the first Pope. That is, he was chosen by our Lord to be the rock on which He would build His Church. Our Lord granted him unique authority when He first made him personally the one granted to bind or loose (see Matthew 16:18,19).

Paul's desire to see Peter is to be in communion with the vicar of Christ. It is to be one with the chief of the apostles to whom alone was given the keys of the kingdom of heaven. It would appear that Paul's Judaizing opponents were using Peter to support their cause. Paul's appeal here is to show that there is no division between himself and Peter. Rather, Paul has submitted to Peter's authority in presenting that message which was given to him by direct revelation of our Lord. The conclusion was that Peter would go to the Jews, and Paul would go to the Gentiles.

This whole episode causes me to ask, however, exactly to what extent am I willing to visit Peter? I am Catholic. But is that all that is required to be in communion with the See of Peter? I don't think so. Our Lord has entrusted Peter, and his successors, with the task of feeding the sheep. He is a teacher. What is he saying?

This role of teacher and shepherd does not only apply to the current Pope, but the Popes throughout history. What have they been saying? What word of the Lord has proceeded from the chair of St. Peter?

The Pope is continually teaching, guiding, and leading. But I don't often know what it is he's saying. I need to know. Not only that, but I also need to obey. This is the hard part. I don't want to have to do that. I still want to retain the right to chart my own course and determine truth for myself. That was fine enough when I was a Protestant, but not now that I am a Catholic.

To be Catholic is to submit to the Church. To submit to the Church is to submit to the Pope. The reason there are so many other denominations is right here. We do not want to submit. We want autonomy. But St. Paul is our example. Few of us have as good a reason to separate from St. Peter as he did. Yet, he submitted himself to Peter. He looked for unity. So he came to Jerusalem to visit Peter.

As Galatians continues, we see that there was a time when a dispute arose between Peter and Paul. But I will save that for a future reflection. For the time, the lesson for me is that I need to visit Peter (the Pope)- through his writings- and submit to what he teaches.