Wednesday of Holy Week
Isaiah 50:4-9; Psalm
69; Matthew 26:14-25
“What are you willing
to give me if I hand him over to you?”
Matthew 26:15
Spy Wednesday! Have
you heard of it? Many have not. It’s what this day was traditionally
called. It is named for the fact that it
was on this day that Judas Iscariot went to the Jewish authorities to negotiate
a deal to betray Jesus. Why did he do
it? There have been several
speculations. Some say it was because
Judas had zealot leanings and was disillusioned with Jesus’ non-violent
approach rather than the military hero for which he hoped. Others think that it was because Judas was a
thief and was more in love with money than his own soul. Some believe it had something to do with the
incident with Mary pouring the expensive oil on Jesus’ feet. He just didn’t understand Jesus’ perspective. The scripture is unclear as to motive, but
unequivocal as to action. Whatever the
reason, Judas made the decision to betray our Lord.
Scripture is equally clear about what it cost Judas. He was paid 30 pieces of silver, which is the
price of a slave. In remorse he returned
the money. Then he went out and hung himself. Scripture becomes rather graphic on this
point. Now this man bought a field with the reward of his wickedness; and
falling headlong he burst open in the middle and all his bowels gushed out. And
it became known to all the inhabitants of Jerusalem, so that the field was
called in their language Akeldama, that is, Field of Blood, [Acts 1:18,
19]. Perhaps less clear is the
pronouncement of his end: … Judas turned
aside, to go to his own place, [Acts 1:25]. What is “his own place”? Is it a reference to hell? Quite possible. We cannot be sure. However, we see that betrayal of the Lord is
terribly costly.
It’s the same story from the Garden to the present day. The Evil One whispers lies in our ears to
make sin seem so enticing. In that
moment there’s nothing we want more and all reason flies from us. But in the end there is remorse and
guilt. If we aren’t careful, we can take
the same path as Judas.
Look at Judas’ question again: “What are you willing to give me if I hand him over to you?” It echoes a question Jesus once asked: “For what will it profit a man, if he gains
the whole world and forfeits his life? Or what shall a man give in return for
his life?” [Matthew 16:26]. How much
is your soul worth to you? What is its
price? Can it be easily traded away for
temporary pleasure or gain?
We betray the Lord constantly. We choose sin over Him. In so doing we become partners with those who
crucified our Lord. He died for the very
sins we are committing. Perhaps we think
that everyone does this, and we can’t help it.
But the truth is that we can do something about it. We can turn to the Lord in the moment of our
temptation and pray for the way of escape which He is willing to provide
us. He will, furthermore, fortify us
with all the grace necessary to do battle so that we may be victorious.
The saints stand in stark contrast to Judas. They chose the hard road of the cross and
triumphed. When we are tempted to walk in
the way of Judas; in the way of betrayal, they remind us that we have another
option.
We are on the cusp of the Sacred Triduum. This is the perfect time to make our heart
right with God. Seek Him out. Hide nothing.
Tell Him freely of all your sins- and your desire to sin. Allow His mercy to forgive you, His grace to
fortify you, and His love to envelope you.
Rise, dear child of God.
Flee the company of Judas and seek that of the saints. Let us take up our cross and follow
Jesus. He is going before us to die!